2019

Does people still blog?

I mean, with the socmed like Instagram and Facebook still strong as ever,  people got no time to blog anymore. Me included. Too busy scrolling my feed lol.

Anyway, I have given birth to my 3rd child, a boy in May 2018. Alhamdulillah..

And I dont plan to bear to any more child. Tak larat hahaha.

And dont worry, despite my last ranting in this blog about marriage, we are still married lol. Biasa lahhhh kawen ni guys..

Nanti-nanti i free i write again ok..

Toodles!

How

I don't know how people do it, got married and stay in love with each other.

How in the world does the married couple can be all lovey dovey with each other?

My husband and I are like two people ready to kill one another when we are in argument.

I think that guy secretly hate me.

3rd pregnancy

So I am currently 26 weeks pregnant with our third child.

Trust me when I say getting pregnant at the age of 30s is no fun at all. I feel tired all the time, and I have this condition of laying low placenta, which probably makes me feel even more tired and heavy down there.

I think my belly has grown so big within a week, from not obvious that I am pregnant suddenly now it look like that I am about to due anytime soon.

And I feel the hot pregnancy flush now, like when I am typing this, I am sweating because apparently the air conditioner is not blowing hard enough to cover my needs.

I honestly can't wait to have my long maternity leave - I hope by the time I deliver my baby in May our HR has approved the 3 months maternity leave - if still not approved I wouldn't mind taking a month of unpaid maternity leave.

So lazy lah to work nowadays. Like your mind has focused on only one thing- which is the baby and nothing else matters.

I am now busy planning and preparing for the girls room. The girls are currently still sleeping with us, so it's about time for them to sleep on their own beds and room. Already purchased/ordered the beds and the mattress yesterday, curtain will probably ready by this weekend, wallpaper I'm still searching for a good deal.

Panas hoih. Peluh-peluh taip ni. *Bangun pergi kuatkan ekon.

Sekarang I mengidam Apple Watch dengan wallet LV lah. Ada sesapa nak layankan kemengidaman i tak. hiks

hello is it me you're looking for?

Hello.

Lama sudah kutinggalkan space ini. Hajatnya mau berplatform kan tumblr tapi disana macam tidak semangat mahu menulis.

Di petang Jumaat yang damai ini, aku menulis dalam kegelapan. Semua team aku tiada, boss keluar meeting di luar, sorang ikut, sorang cuti, sorang mengular. Jadi aku malas nak buka lampu, duduk diam-diam dalam gelap dengan laptop yang bersinar-sinar hehe.

Ini buktinya. Haha.

Sampai perlukan bukti?

Hidup macam mana? Hidup macam ni lah. Beli sebuah rumah recently. Rumah subsale sahaja, rumah di atas angin. Di Shah Alam ni rumah atas angin je aku mampu. Beli pun menggunakan duit peninggalan arwah ayah sebagai deposit. Bukan ayah tinggalkan sejelepuk duit, tidak, tapi ayah tinggalkan tanah, due to some reason aku jual tanah tu.

Apa lagi?

Anak? Masih dua hehe. Mungkin jap lagi jadi 3. Mungkin la, with Allah's will, anything is possible. Amna dah 5 tahun, Maysa dah 3 tahun. Both are such a doll, but sometimes menggeramkan juga perangai hehs.

Ok lah, bye.

31

Today is my birthday. I am finally 31! 30 still sounds ok but 31?! rasa tuanya...

So, happy birthday to me.