Wednesday, 17 April 2013

Of the vaccination

Bila aku baca tentang vaksin aku rasa muka aku kebas dan merah. The more I read, makin merah.

Astaghfirullahal’azim.

I feel like a pang on my face.

And it is something that I am not ready to discuss openly with friends and families.

I feel like a pang on my face – what substance that I have let them injected into Amna’s lil body. Substances that I do not know the origin, never did I care to check the possible adverse effects.

Betapa tinggi aku memandang kuasa Sains ciptaan manusia. Betapa bagusnya vaksin. Betapa badan perlukan vaksin.

Betapa rendahnya aku memandang daya imunisasi badan ciptaan Allah.

Betapa aku menjaga apa-apa yang dikonsum Amna ketika 6 bulan pertama kelahirannya. Air kosong pun nak tak nak sahaja aku bagi. Susu badan aku sanggup berletih badan bersengkang mata perah untuk Amna. Untuk memastikan segala yang terbaik untuknya. Masuk ke badannya.

Tapi mudah-mudah aku beri objek asing masuk tubuh kecilnya. Yang aku tak ketahui hujung pangkal.

There are more to read on this whole Informed Choice thingy. Those who are Pro Vaccination, bismillah, dipersilakan memvaksin anak. It has been a long battle. And a battle for Amna is yet to start.

I still remember few months before I got married, I went to this private clinic. Which the doctor is soooo Pro Vaccine she persuaded me to get a Hepatitis B jab. There are 3 jabs altoghether, and I blindly let myself get vaccinated. And the doctor told me to get the vaccine for ovarian cancer which i cant recall the name.

So the next visit to the clinic, I  met a locum doctor instead. I was actually having a fever, but I did ask for the jab for ovarian cancer. And that locum doctor advised me not to take the jab, as it got adverse affect, that I as a educated people should read more on this, in a most nicest possible way.

Now that I am aware about the ‘Informed Choice’ thingy, baru aku teringat kat doc ni. So i guess not all doctors are Pro Vaccination.

And I started to think about all the stuffs I shoved down my throat when I pregnant with Amna. All the pills from the KK. Next time I will opt for something natural. Makanan sunnah. Habatussauda, madu, virgin coconut oil, olive oil, vegetables, et cetera.

Ya Allah, please guide me.

Just recently I feel like a fever is coming where my body started to ach, I quickly gobbled down 2 spoonful of EVCO and few cubits of habatussauda and went to sleep early. Next morning I woke up I feel healthier as ever.

Subhanallah, Tuhan yang memberi sembuh.
 

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