Demam

Demam Metallica

I started to listen to Metallica when I was in form 1. But prior to that, my ears were already so used to their song, thanks to my 3 big brothers who are fan of the band.

But of course, my interest for their songs is only limited to the slow tempo songs. Paling ganas yang telinga aku boleh tahan pun Seek and Destroy & Enter Sandman saja. The rest is the slow tempo The Unforgiven i and ii, Low Man's Lyric, Mama Said, and the ever famous Nothing Else Matters.

Demam Amna

Amna showed temperature sikit last night. Hangat je badan. But her babysitter said she is active today so I hope lekas sembuh la si kecik tu. Malam ni sumbat Olivenol lagi.

Now that I am not so keen of giving Amna the modern medication, every time I see my nieces kena sumbat ubat hati macam tak best saja. Baru develop a slight fever and selesema terus kena paksa makan ubat, which I think it is not necessary at all. As from what I learned from the Mommies Group that I joined, paracetamol is only needed when the temperature exceeds certain number which I dont remember now. 39 degree C if I am not mistaken. And I have prohibited any cough / selesema syrup to be given to Amna. Let her body develop her immunisation itself lah to the viruses. Too many med is never good. Kecuali kalau dah teruk sangat.

So I promoted jugak VCO and Olivenol to my SILs. It's up to them to decide the best for my nieces, as I can only recommend.

 After

My father's death made me think a lot of thing. About my current amalan, my clothing, the dosa and pahala. 

I obviously not the religious type. I still wear short sleeve shirt, a little too short shirt, a little too short tudung. Ayah's death made me ask myself whether this is what I should be wearing, this is the thing that I should be continue doing? I don't want him to be punished at the hereafter for my wrongdoings. I don't want to be his burden anymore. I want him to be peaceful. Enjoying the hereafter sipping his favorite cup of coffee. (Ok the coffee is just my imagination.)

But I really want him to be proud of me. Looking from the top of the world smiling. Ok my imagination may be have gone a little too far. But don't you feel curious of the mystery of the afterlife?

I really want to stop hand shaking people who I am not supposed to touch. Male cousin, husband's uncle, brother in laws. I want to wear tudung when these people are around, but old habit die hard. I hope I can do it, I really do.

I want to wear stokings. This one maybe take a little time la. Pakai short sleeve tapi pakai stoking memang nak kena lempang.