Ujian

My father was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer 10 days before Syawal. He was discharged for raya celebration.

And yesterday we brought him back to hosp even though his appointment is scheduled at 22 August, as he is weak due to not taking any food and very little fluid. He is having hard time to telan food.. even liquid.

And only today doctor found out that he will need an operation at his throat. Ada ketulan daging or ketumbuhan kat tekak. Will be transferred to Klang on Monday.

And i feel blue tonite.. i feel like crying.. i feel like my chest is suffocating..